Friday, August 06, 2004
thanks people..
First, a large thanks for all the comments made. it made me stronger, made me want to achieve wat i want to achieve my plans.
i hate myself for being in dis dilemma... i decide to remain numb.. i will not give in to temptations dat will spoil my plan.. so here's my plan.
im waiting for my first pay to book a riding course at mebe SSDC or BBDC. i'll work damn hard to get my 2B licence. then i'll buy over my cousin's Honda Phantom 200 cc, n ride to work, to tuition, to outing, to anywhere. then i get to dump my Honda City at home, only to use it when necessary, n for family. if i need to fetch my family while on the bike, i'll rush home to change vehicle then!
next plan, to get a fujitsu laptop for myself, get a wireless router, n make my broadband wireless so dat i can surf from my bed. initially i tot of a hire purchase, but to think dat i'll just make my creditor grow fat, i'd opt for full payment, using my 13th month pay dis dec. sigh, gotta wait ah, but its tolerable ah. its irritating dat i can't use the pc late nights coz my newly-turned housewife mom scolds me for dat! dats the reason i dont want to go home when i can. call me a bad son, but its better to stay away than to be at loggerheads wif my mom everytime im at home. sigh...
final plan... to let go to wat i hold on dearly to... it was nice while it lasted. thanks for all the time, concern n love. thank you.
i put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
and for all this
there is only one thing you should know...
i tried so hard and got so far
but in the end it doesnt even matter
i had to fall and lose it all
but in the end it doesnt even matter
Cheers... I love u guys, Linkin Park.
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