Thursday, October 21, 2004
the biggest chapter in my life has come to an end, though not in the way i wanted. i knew it had to come.. and when it happened, i was overwhelmed by feeling of regret and remorse... could i have done something? why didnt i pay attention to all the pleas when i hear them on the phone or read them in my mail? could there have been a better way to resolve this? why did her mother stop me from seeing her anymore when it happened? why was my mother soo against us, even not allowing us to get engaged? why did i make a rash decision to stop all this? all the whys and hows are filling up my head. i feel like crying.. i feel like begging, but all the cries and begs had been done without any fruitful outcome. at the moment, it has reached to a dead end. she chose to carry on without me, her door has been closed. she's forgiven me long time ago but the scars were still there. to her, ive changed, ive become a different person... n she said she's much happier now... n she prayed dat i'd find a better person...
Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu yg lemah dan tak bermaya ini.. berilah ku kekuatan mengharungi ujian yg telah kau berikan padaku ini.. moga Engkau berikanku petunjuk ke jalan yg kau redhai.. Amin
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Pertemuan Kita Di Suatu Hari
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Bersyukurku Ke Hadrat Ilahi
Di Atas Jalinan Yang Suci
Namun Kini Perpisahan Yang Terjadi
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Ya Allah Bantulah Hamba Mu
Mencari Hidayah Daripada Mu
Dalam Mendidikkan Kesabaranku
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Di Atas Perpisahan Ini
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TeruskanPerjuangan"
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Ya Allah Bantulah HambaMu
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