Thursday, October 07, 2004
thanx for the concern over my mom. i discovered dis morning dat her sickness was also mainly due to her nervousness in preparing to take the Tajwid exams dis coming sunday! laarr... ingatkan ape seh! but dats her... she told us dat she would alwiz get exam fever during her school days... wat to do, she oredi like dat!
a friend tot i didnt bother over her, mebe because of the way i talked on the phone. coz i used to be sooo caring for her, so concerned over everything dat she does, and i showed it dat i care. but now i realised dat as a friend, theres only so much u can do, theres only so much u can show, coz i know if i were to go further, i'd would be crossing the friendship barrier.. which i cant.... because shes attached.. n theyve just celebrated their anniversary.. i cant barge in n spoil the years of hardwork, pain and perseverance that has led them to where they are now. i tried to be nice again coz i realised dat the last time she took offence, i must have sounded sooo sarcastic, the usual me when im not ok! however i think she looked at my kindness in another way.. hmm, i cant force my opinions on ppl rite?
watever it is, i pray for the happiness of everybody in dis world, especially to my friend... happy anniversary to both of u.
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