Friday, December 24, 2004
mom apologised...
she touched my arm n said, "mie, mak mintak maaf kalau mak offend kau". we were driving to woodlands to help my mom's best friend, cik som, wif her sis's daughter's wedding. i was supposed to drive the bride to ROMM but apparently an uncle of hers had driven her there. its fated by Allah we didnt drive her coz we helped cik som carry the ordered food from the cook's house to the bride's place.
when my mom apologised, i was still mad. i just replied, "its ok". then she said she was sorry for being over-concerned. then watever she said then on i didnt catch, coz i knew she would say something dat might hurt me more. biasalah, mom usually has the last words, though they may apologise but they still want their opinion heard n put to stand.
now dat its been abt 2 days since the apology, n after listening to my darling Da, i do feel a bit sad for my mom. here she is trying to be the best mother for me, n we had to go thru dis misunderstanding. hmm, anger n syaitan's persuasion has got the better of my logic reasoning i guess. i pray to Allah so dat He could grant me patience n perseverence so dat me n Darling Da will be able to go thru dis wif full blessing from both parents, insyaAllah.
in the meantime, planning is still going on. hmm, mebe later when i meet my Darling Da we can come out wif some foundation to the plans?
see ya later, Da. *muuacks*
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