Friday, December 31, 2004
so wats next?
mom asked me to solat istiharah to confirm my choice. personally i solat istiharah to ask Allah to show me the right path from now on, n solat hajat to ask Allah to open my mom's heart so dat she'll be able to accept Darling Da as she is n give her fullest blessing of our relationship.
i was dressed in my newly-bought G2000 black trousers n black G2000 long-sleeved shirt given by Darling Da. as i looked at myself in the mirror, i was like "Whoa..." to the extent dat when my mom was at a biscuit shop, she tot the person standing next to her was another customer, coz she went there first, i followed later to provide her umbrella. hmmm... i intend to slowly change my wardrobe to such clothings, a mixture of short n long sleeve ones. but cant buy everything at one go ah.. mebe 1 trousers a mth mebe.. rest of the money for my marriage preps :)
mom had the cheeck to tease me while in the car. as she stepped into it in the morning, she commented how smart i was. she was going "waaah, so smart ah? going where eh? like want to go see mother in law ah!" hmmm i took dat as a positive start to a new beginning. but then i asked dad if mom said anything last night. she asked dad to solat istiharah too, n she was worried if i would have saved enuff money for marriage by then.
frankly, money will never be enuff when it comes to saving.. all i can do is to save up enuff for wedding n all, then start saving again for a new family of me n Darling Da. mebe a few yrs later, a new member of the family? ;)
hmm.. we'll see eh.
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