Tuesday, July 26, 2005
WHY MOM???!!!
Why do u always have to be the hatred person in the family? Why do u complain to the aunties dat u've been crying every other day over me n my decision to get married? Why did u consent to our relationship in the first place, on the basis of sympathy seeing me sad, n even went thru the engagement only to realise dat u're not approving it afterall? Why do u have to delay the marriage, n prioritise ur feelings without considering the feelings of the other sides' family members, especially Da n her mother? Why did u agree on the date in the previous meeting wif her parents if u decide to extent due to your ficklemindedness? Did you ever consider if they've made all the necessary plans because of the promise you've given them? Why did you admit now dat u're still not satisfied n tak puas makan hasil Emy when u could've said dat much much earlier? why did u allow me to get engaged when u know u only want me all for yourself? If u think her side is selfish, who is more selfish in wanting all my attention n love to be poured only to u n no one else? after what happened between u n my sister dat led her to leave the house n converted, y did u do the same thing to me? do u also want me to leave just like she did?
n now, why did u tell me not to answer Da's call, or any number dat are not familiar, on the basis dat Allah will bless those who want HIS blessing? does hurting other people's feelings means we get HIS blessing? does breaking a promise to another human sounds like a blessing? n Why do people tell me to have my own stand and principle when all these will be overridden by my mom whenever she uses her tears against me? Am i submitting too much to a mother whom is highly regarded in Islam, n any other religions as well? Why mom, Why???
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