Monday, August 01, 2005
She has been, is n will still be my fiancee, mother...
... even if u've said yesterday dat the engagement is off n u didn't want to meet them anymore. It wasn't her family's fault for not opening their house door to u n dad when both of u came to their place twice yesterday, one in the morning, n one in the evening. I know u chose to lie to me dat u were at the mosque having haji class when u n dad were trying to meet her parents. I can't help but to think dat u had to cover it up coz i've been lying to u all along, n u want to get even wif it... so fine ah, i dont mind anymore.
All i want to say is dat it was just too bad dat they didnt open the door although u knew they were at home, simply becoz u didnt heed my advice, n especially ustaz azman's advice! just becoz ustaz Azman no longer entirely side ur cause for all dis, u decided to take things into ur hands... me n ustaz knew they were still upset over the matter, n all they wanted for is for time to let them cool down, get composed n get ready for another round of discussion.... but it seems dat u were selfish enuff to ask them to wait for my marriage, dat is actually months n months long, yet u can't tolerate waiting for weeks from now before meeting them again. So, don't blame anyone but urself for dis deplorable state we're all in now..
U've told me dat the engagement is off, i should carry on saving up for marriage, n when the money is enuff (SGD$15,000 u mentioned), then tell u so dat u could propose to them again. Wat i can say is dat i'll do all the necessary preparations, n InsyaAllah, all u n dad need to do is to distribute the invitation cards i'd have printed n distributed to u by nov 2006. dat will leave both of u abt 1 mth to inform everyone. n insyaAllah, not a single cent would i ask from u 2 to support my cause.
My last parting words, thanx mom, n dad, for raising me right from the womb, to who i am now. We know dat as children, we can never repay the kind deeds n help u 2, as parents, have been providing since then, n I can never be ur faithful, filial son anymore... though u claimed u didn't want me to become one, i believed in ur heart n to the eyes of those who u've poisoned, i am oredi one. Whatever it is, i'm now on my own....
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